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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
I'm even more confused. Back-story? Your previous post was that you had opened up to having her as a friend. All of a sudden you're married? LOL What happened in between?
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
ummm so maybe I missed something does she not know you're gay or are you not gay
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
I'm even more confused. Back-story? Your previous post was that you had opened up to having her as a friend. All of a sudden you're married? LOL What happened in between?
All I'm saying is I'm changing things about my life that I nvr thought I would....and I don't change for ANYONE!

Got an exclusive invite to her new house warming and a meet and greet with her Mom at church coming up. Idk what's going on but feeling and holding someone so beautiful has been QUITE different.

"You're so smart FreddyB...how did you learn all that you know?" That came after she heard me speaking broken Arabic to someone and speaking of culture...

I'm not smart at all, I just like to learn. Sure feels awesome for someone so BEAUTIFUL and warm that appreciates it. Maybe it's a fluke....
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
ummm so maybe I missed something does she not know you're gay or are you not gay
Idkfk!! I'm just "me"!
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      12-10-2018, 07:55 PM   #2536
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My dude, you always say stuff around the border of "follow your heart".

Maybe just do that! I feel like you kinda lowkey want something to happen too - I can tell you care about this woman because you don't want to lead her on...

I feel like you just care way too much about what people think. We all know your N63 troubles, and how everyone tells you to get rid of it ASAP but you still keep on changing your oil by the hour!
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
I'm even more confused. Back-story? Your previous post was that you had opened up to having her as a friend. All of a sudden you're married? LOL What happened in between?
All I'm saying is I'm changing things about my life that I nvr thought I would....and I don't change for ANYONE!

Got an exclusive invite to her new house warming and a meet and greet with her Mom at church coming up. Idk what's going on but feeling and holding someone so beautiful has been QUITE different.

"You're so smart FreddyB...how did you learn all that you know?" That came after she heard me speaking broken Arabic to someone and speaking of culture...

I'm not smart at all, I just like to learn. Sure feels awesome for someone so BEAUTIFUL and warm that appreciates it. Maybe it's a fluke....
I'm willing to bet that she genuinely likes you, but in the sense of a gay best friend. If you are attracted to her, I think you should tell her or back off.
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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...

I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.

I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...

I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
I'm even more confused. Back-story? Your previous post was that you had opened up to having her as a friend. All of a sudden you're married? LOL What happened in between?
All I'm saying is I'm changing things about my life that I nvr thought I would....and I don't change for ANYONE!

Got an exclusive invite to her new house warming and a meet and greet with her Mom at church coming up. Idk what's going on but feeling and holding someone so beautiful has been QUITE different.

"You're so smart FreddyB...how did you learn all that you know?" That came after she heard me speaking broken Arabic to someone and speaking of culture...

I'm not smart at all, I just like to learn. Sure feels awesome for someone so BEAUTIFUL and warm that appreciates it. Maybe it's a fluke....
I'm willing to bet that she genuinely likes you, but in the sense of a gay best friend. If you are attracted to her, I think you should tell her or back off.
I am genuinely attracted to her..genuinely! But I've been single for so long that I'm REALLY feeling all the attention she's lavishing on me...could've come from anyone but for someone who's this gorgeous...I'm flabbergasted.

Idk wtf is going on...I'd actually labeled myself as ASEXUAL but she asked me one night alone together if I wanted kids. My response was "yeah...always had. But with you, they'd be so beautiful.."

If she's my faghag I've totally SCREWED this up by being attracted to her too.

I want someone to Love me and I want to Love back but DON'T want to deceive anyone...EVER! EVER!
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Asexual is a person that doesn't have sex, isn't it?

You have a pornhub channel.

You do NOT fit the definition.
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Ok. Are you curious?
Ok...do I have fantasies about women...YES! Have I had more than one fist wrenching fantasy about this lady.....YES! But not in a nasty sense, like....I'd LOVE for her to bare my children. I'd LOVE to make Love to her all night...to have wedding photos of us. To nvr have another again...she's so fkn awesome.

BUT...what if my old thinking came back?! I was nvr a hoe or had lots of ass to speak of. But I don't want to subject this beautiful lady to any of the shit I comment on and make fun on social media.

I'm just messed up really...
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Ok. Are you curious?
Ok...do I have fantasies about women...YES! Have I had more than one fist wrenching fantasy about this lady.....YES! But not in a nasty sense, like....I'd LOVE for her to bare my children. I'd LOVE to make Love to her all night...to have wedding photos of us. To nvr have another again...she's so fkn awesome.

BUT...what if my old thinking came back?! I was nvr a hoe or had lots of ass to speak of. But I don't want to subject this beautiful lady to any of the shit I comment on and make fun on social media.

I'm just messed up really...
Have you ever dated women before?
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Idfk
Ok. Are you curious?
Ok...do I have fantasies about women...YES! Have I had more than one fist wrenching fantasy about this lady.....YES! But not in a nasty sense, like....I'd LOVE for her to bare my children. I'd LOVE to make Love to her all night...to have wedding photos of us. To nvr have another again...she's so fkn awesome.

BUT...what if my old thinking came back?! I was nvr a hoe or had lots of ass to speak of. But I don't want to subject this beautiful lady to any of the shit I comment on and make fun on social media.

I'm just messed up really...
Have you ever dated women before?
Yeah...once or twice and they were always beautiful but nothing sexual.
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Sorry that I've posted any of my tragic life nonsense. Continue on. My bad. I'm just a MESS!!
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What the hell are you on about... sorry for what.
C'mon...

We're all a mess at one point or another in life.
All you have to know is that life is a roller coaster. Enjoy the ride.

You may be feeling at the bottom now, but it'll soon pickup.

Also, nobody (you or her) expect you to get married tomorrow. It's not like you have a big decision to make.

Go break your 550 again, you're overthinking this... get out of your head! Enjoy what comes without trying to figure out next moves and consequences thereof.
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I agree he has nothing to be sorry for but he does need to clarify with the girl the nature of their relationship ASAP. Even if it's just to say what he feels, which is that he thinks she's beautiful and he feels confused.
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What the hell are you on about... sorry for what.
C'mon...

We're all a mess at one point or another in life.
All you have to know is that life is a roller coaster. Enjoy the ride.

You may be feeling at the bottom now, but it'll soon pickup.

Also, nobody (you or her) expect you to get married tomorrow. It's not like you have a big decision to make.

Go break your 550 again, you're overthinking this... get out of your head! Enjoy what comes without trying to figure out next moves and consequences thereof.
Replaced the VANOS solenoids in the 550 and she was there thru it all. She said "why are you out there in the SNOW! There's a snowstorm!"

All I said was "I'm as dedicated to my BMW as I am to the ppl I Love". I'm guilty of leading her on...
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See what I'm saying!! She is doing things that no one would EVER do for me! EVER!!
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See what I'm saying!! She last doing things that no one would EVER do for me! EVER!!
Um those are things that best friends do.
Please clarify with her ASAP.
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