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What the hell are you on about... sorry for what.
C'mon...

We're all a mess at one point or another in life.
All you have to know is that life is a roller coaster. Enjoy the ride.

You may be feeling at the bottom now, but it'll soon pickup.

Also, nobody (you or her) expect you to get married tomorrow. It's not like you have a big decision to make.

Go break your 550 again, you're overthinking this... get out of your head! Enjoy what comes without trying to figure out next moves and consequences thereof.